Really wanting a partner/s or couple to explore a new side of me

# Really wanting a partner/s or couple to explore a new side of me


G’day all. All this is probably gonna sound cliché but I need a hand here. I recently came out of a decade long relationship in January and the breakup was pretty harsh. So harsh in fact that it made me question a lot of things about myself. It’s been building up quite a bit and, while I don’t have any toys I decided ‘Fuck it.’ and grabbed a big fucking zucchini out of the shopping bag, put a condom on it, lubed it up and tried it. To my surprise, I couldn’t fit it(amateur mistake), got sweet Christ I couldn’t stop myself. The way it pushed against my rim was ecstasy inducing and I almost wanted to try and force it in, but it was a no bueno in that department. I kept trying, while instinctively grabbing my now rock hard dick and began servicing myself from both sides, rubbing the zucchini and stroking myself. Holy fuck, I did NOT last long. It was one of the biggest, most intensive orgasms I had, legs shaking and a shotgun blast on the wall.

So where am I going with this? Well, I wanna try and see where this leads. That was one of the most intense solo experiences I’ve had, but I’m wanting to try and see what partner play is like. Whether it’s getting pegged by a woman, getting fucked by a man or even dicking down on a woman while getting ass fucked simultaneously. Maybe even sucking dick, though that’s honestly a bit scarier for me. I want to explore this as wholly and safely as possible, but being out of the dating scene since 2011 a lot has changed, and I don’t know where to start. If anyone is in my area and sees this and wants a partner, I’m all for it and hope to be treated with patience and respect. You’ll get the same from me, I promise you that.

Side note, I’m starting to see what the term ‘cock hungry’ actually feels like, but I’ll never be swayed from a good pussy.