We had a hugely exciting 2 years together, fucking everywhere you could think of, indoors & outdoors! He could make me squirt in all of maybe 30 seconds with his fingers. He had a snail trail that drove me crazy.He had a foreskin which I hadnt had in years,Ive never felt better!It was like thats the way god planned it to feel!I was his first experience with alot of the sex we had, squirting, toys, a good head job.The danger was huge!If we were caught,can you imagine the heartbreak & destruction it would cause,the whole family!It is a huge & terrible thing to do!This is like Jerry Springer stuff, people could end up dead from this!I can not believeI gave into all his womanising words,he caught a vunerable woman at a very hard time in her life!He'd say you only live once,if it makes you happy how can it be bad?You deserve some happiness!Its an experience of a life time,well it sure was!It was the most exciting thing I've ever done!We did everything together,we believed we were soul mates!I try not to think about what I've done behind my husbands back!I got some amazing soul touching attention & love that I hadnt felt in so many years, if ever !He gave me some confidence back!I feel guilt but the whole experience was worth it,at the time for my health & well being!He was like a drug that kept me alive!Seriously!we always said that we would both deny anything happened & that we could never have a future but always a special place in our hearts for each other & that he'd probably still fuck me in 50yrs even when he's with someone.I knew the end was coming,he started to pull away.He met someone at work,which he liked he decided he couldnt be with her because he loved me too much!